Dear Gabby
I have really missed writing to you in the past couple of weeks. Life is just so crazy busy recently.
It seems as if life is really moving at such a rapid pace, so many changes are happening right now. Its almost as if someone has stepped on the accelerator.
I am starting a new job next month, I am so looking forward to a change of pace and a completely new challenge. I am a little nervous because its completely out of my comfort zone but it feels right. Actually everything is starting to feel right, its quite an unusual feeling.
I have started meditating every morning for the past few weeks and I have actually stuck to it, something I have really struggled with for a long time. I have started to learn to prioritise at work more and not take on things that I am not responsible for and I have been leaving at a normal time everyday/
We have been taking family walks at least 3 or 4 times a week after work, which has really been a great time to get some fresh air and some bonding time.
I have even stopped smoking now - 3 whole days, something I previously thought was impossible.
I feel like life is flowing in the right direction and if I just go with the flow things will happen.
I know that all this is happening right now thanks to a special little angel in heaven who is taking such good care of all of us. So thank you my angel, thank-you for surrounding us with your love every single day.
I still get sad when I see a pregnant mom and I still get sad when I see a newborn baby, its still tough to think of what could have been. I Still get sad when I think that right now, if things were different I would have been 30 weeks pregnant and we would have been getting ready to welcome you into this world.
But I am starting to accept what is. I am starting to accept that you were not meant to be in this world and that perhaps you were created out of love between your dad and I to be our guardian angel and to help us from heaven.
I am so grateful that you are with us everyday and I am so grateful that everyday I can go on with my life with faith and trust that we are safe and we are loved.
Thank-you!
Love you Forever
Mom
I have really missed writing to you in the past couple of weeks. Life is just so crazy busy recently.
It seems as if life is really moving at such a rapid pace, so many changes are happening right now. Its almost as if someone has stepped on the accelerator.
I am starting a new job next month, I am so looking forward to a change of pace and a completely new challenge. I am a little nervous because its completely out of my comfort zone but it feels right. Actually everything is starting to feel right, its quite an unusual feeling.
I have started meditating every morning for the past few weeks and I have actually stuck to it, something I have really struggled with for a long time. I have started to learn to prioritise at work more and not take on things that I am not responsible for and I have been leaving at a normal time everyday/
I have even stopped smoking now - 3 whole days, something I previously thought was impossible.
I feel like life is flowing in the right direction and if I just go with the flow things will happen.
I know that all this is happening right now thanks to a special little angel in heaven who is taking such good care of all of us. So thank you my angel, thank-you for surrounding us with your love every single day.
I still get sad when I see a pregnant mom and I still get sad when I see a newborn baby, its still tough to think of what could have been. I Still get sad when I think that right now, if things were different I would have been 30 weeks pregnant and we would have been getting ready to welcome you into this world.
But I am starting to accept what is. I am starting to accept that you were not meant to be in this world and that perhaps you were created out of love between your dad and I to be our guardian angel and to help us from heaven.
I am so grateful that you are with us everyday and I am so grateful that everyday I can go on with my life with faith and trust that we are safe and we are loved.
Thank-you!
Love you Forever
Mom
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